For my fifth birthday I received a small, beige, plastic suitcase of sorts. Inside were all the tools to turn an aimless four year old into a five year old with a plan. It was a toy doctor's kit. A dream was born. I was going to be a nurse. Never looked back. When I hit 12 I realized that the world was a very, very big place and that there were places in the world that NEEDED a nurse. A nurse who also loved the Lord. The dream grew. I was going to go with Him to the ends of the earth with my little doctor kit.
What started with a Tylenol here and a blood pressure check there has grown into a twice weekly clinic on my front porch. Mondays and Wednesdays find me sitting here, in a wobbly plastic chair with 20 or so people lined up waiting. I listen; I try to help. You might notice my blue bowl-o-meds (and some hand sanitizer) there beside my feet. Add my Village Medicine book and my Swahili dictionary and I am ready to tackle the aches and pains and infections of life on this little island.
I know, some of you may be horrified that I, just an RN, am dispensing medicine. But let me lead you to the alternative. I drove about 4 miles today to a "nearby" clinic...up the mountain, over the rocks, through the mud pits, around the fields. There works one man...a "nurse assistant", a midwife (2 days a week) and a small stockpile of government supplied medicines. I checked out his logbook. He prescribed amoxicillin and Tylenol for every single patient on the whole first page. Except where he diagnosed pneumonia and then he gave penicillin shots instead. Any other ailment...amoxicillin it is.
I am not complaining...he is doing the best he can. And so am I. I have to help somehow...to the best of my ability. I do refer the harder things to a hospital nearly an hour away. But otherwise, I sit on my porch and glow in being where I was always meant to be.


